I’m not comfortable
with the first composition so, I alter my position, so that the numbers add up,
so that the pigeon to pebble ratio is 1:1
Then I get to thinking
about a shotgun. How many pellets are there in a shotgun cartridge… all to kill
one bird? And I must re-read the stone-sucking sequence in Malloy. I still remember where I was when I found out Beckett played cricket. Was Malloy a cricket umpire, one who’d suffered a
close-range hit on the head from a cricket ball? And do cricket umpires still
keep stones in their pockets… do they keep changing them from one pocket to another,
over and over again, over after over? And pigeons, or is it seagulls, aren’t they
sometimes hit – it is true, I’ve seen film of it - by cricket balls?